Why is it that we want to control?
When it certainly does take its toll,
On our souls into the inner parts of myself,
and I am working to bring her off the shelf.
When I know my own truth,
Then I can choose,
How I work with my inner children,
The answers inside no longer hidden.
She used to go into the closet to hide,
Because she knew not that I could provide,
Reparenting her and giving her love,
Requires me to become the transfer of,
The parents that she never felt she had,
Coming home to myself, I am mom and dad.
She did not get what she deserved,
So, she created the construct of being unnerved,
What she deserved, as we all do,
Is feeling nurtured, loved and wanted too.
But if our parents did not know how,
Then we have to take that on right now,
As adults it’s our responsibility,
To take care of our needs and have accountability.
We have the power, yes we do,
No matter what we’ve been told, here is the truth,
Trust in yourself, the answers are there,
You know who you are, you just need to dare.
To connect with what is really real,
That which is inside your heart, what you feel,
Although we have been told something different,
The truth is our feelings are deliberate.
For us to move through our lives,
Especially in the moment and how deep inside,
We know who we are, we must just begin,
To start that journey out of our minds, to win.
The love we have always looked for out there,
And finding out no one really cares,
There’s a reason for that, they have their journeys too,
We need to know that life begins with you,
It’s not about them, it’s about who you are,
And discover inside that rising star.
What an incredible journey this is has been. I am back in Florida from going through my process and the deep dive into my healing journey from trauma. I can tell you that the journey never ends but the results along the way are amazing. I have very few flashbacks now and if I get one, I am able to deal with it with my tools. My nervous system is healing because I can tell that I don't react or dissociate anymore, I just sit with whatever is coming up for me. This is so empowering. My hope is for all who have experienced trauma that you can witness for yourself freedom in your life.
The journey continues...
If you resonate with what I am sharing, I can help in different ways with healers or those on their journey who are wanting to dig deeper. Reach out and let me know how I can be of service and/or if you are so inclined, love offerings are accepted so I can continue this journey to share HOPE and Divine Mama Energy Healing, Guidance/Coaching and Love.
I also now have my Inner PEACE Oracle Reading where I use my poems to create a safe space with a peak inside to what your Higher Self is saying to you. Our Higher Self speaks to us all the time. Sometimes we don't know how to listen and sometimes we are afraid to listen. I hold this space of safety so you can connect with your Higher Self to see where you are in this moment so it can assist you in finding direction.
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